Best gift from God for

I belueve my oure hesrts wishes all camebtrue. i wanted to pursue degree. and im.a seeker of Knowledge. God gave me a chance of life time to pursue degree in.a very Condusive 5 Star University in Malaysia. A girl who was neglected, lookeddiwn., underrsted by her own ilder Siblings. The good samaritans in.zeducation line, from Ministry of Education, Singke room, VIP Hostel Dorm, shated with International students , whose patents are, ministets, head of the Nation,Ex Governers. retired Governar Generals Children. Cjildren of the Thai Prime ministors advisors. Chiksten of the Millioners from Africsn Countries. They all were inmthevsanw diem wuth me. The gift for being a Commited,dedicated and empathethic Teacher Served in Rural Schools in rural disrtict. At age 40 ,I was selected to pursue degree in Iium. my first sem in first year was in Temgku Ampuan Afzan Teachers training College. I was thwre one 1 sem. during the full pay and daiky 10 riggit allowance fir attebdancw. Due to the Distance and tra sportation problem. I requested to.minitries Ofgicial to be place in KLIPBA so I can ajqays visut my famy, tnats my school going childrem and hubby.. Ipba in.Lembah Pantai is the Teacher Training Institut that opens its door to Asia Pacific Countries lecturers a nd English Teachers.During my study year, here once met Asia pacific Teachers. A fijian, lady, whose appetite was shocking. The amount 3 Malaysian eat at a meal the lady, was having all by her self, 3 fried fish, a polisterin heaped with rice, cabage , 3 omelets.

Part 4 : Two different Situations

The best Solution I chose was applied Degree program and my 2ns attempt in few months fruitfull with my Certs of Cources those I attended at National level bei g a plus point to be selected to Pursue degree program in a uni where Only Merit level students are sellected to pursue. Though I coukd easily continye my preuni in a Government School, ignorance, negligwnce and not bothered attitude, and close hearted Siblings who focused only in their lifes progress was a bad environment. Such situations shouldnt be experienced by anyone. My younger sister inlaws though had a preuni educated sister inlaw, being the not botbered , ignorant, unempethethic , selfish Oldest girl in the family, unable to guide ,asssist her younger Siblings who hv been repeating form five in private school. My job and the humam v beings i met, I realize how different the parents hv been. Even the uneducated mothers wants the best for their daughters. My self being the briliant student, raised by wrong hands, who used me since my teenage days as a maid. The older sister who suppose to Provide a learning f environment, expect me to take care of her kids, same with.my older brothers. They want me to be a responsible girl, doung house work such as cleaning, cooking, taking care of the young neice. The best moments and opportunitues in.my.life came thru Educationist with whom.i hv bern working, My bosses, Co Teachers, education Officers. Attended Cources , free, of accomodations all free. including, in service cources. National level trainer , District level fasilator, State level language Teacher. National level Research symposiums. All these I attended free of charge and I developed my self thru these work shops , Cources.

One everything is pd, within close family, the Second, Work ,unlimited sacrifices

Two diffetent environment a close family knit women was facing in her life. Tjis lady since younger days was used maximum by her own older siblings, to take care of their mom, home , theur neice. 2nd environment School, where she loves going to sChool n kwarn since primary. Unfortunately she was neglected and ignored by her own older Siblings by burdening her with task beyond her Capacity. As a slave she performed all the task..Only on saturday, evening she gets chance to eat rice with sardine curry of r fish curry, cooked by her sister who comes home on weekend. In her school life, she lived a hapoy life by learning, reading helping around the school ,washing toilets, cleaning the ckass roim, plsyimg with her rfuends during recess, as earky as stadard 3. ni cjeaners abd Garderners in schools in 1970 ies. Teachers guide studebts to collect rubbush abd to do gardening. Inlt National schools had Gardeners and cleaners.Akk her Teachers sthdued her n sge vwcame all ger Teachwrs favourite , she onky reads , di ger wirl n omay duringv recess. No takling, no chatting and no Gosipping , not wasting time. Her fathers death was a misfortune in her life .

Two different situations God has given me in life after age 26

First when I.obeyef and followed everything tild to me afviced me by my older Dibkings. whst i was gaining was , exoerience self Confidence, being independent , nonexowctation, no feelings no emotions. What i was loosing, mybesrnings were Controlled , I was unabke to fet or vuy What i wiah to hv. I managed my.life abd exoences within my own Controlled , self controlled. Even after married life was just the same. just lime befire married. No expectation abd no regrets. but evenings dissapointed , when hubby goes out almost everyday and Comes home at mid night, the ecxuse given, he was in his uncles house. I started to hv my iwn hobbies aftet kids goes to bed. i syarted reading, started stitching clothes fur my.kids. ved sheets, blankets, curtains, door mats. O started to keep my hiuse as ckean as I can abd started to fix, loveky curtains which i stitch my self. Small giuse neatmy kept, kids taken good Care. As my jids started growing up. More cincetn shown by daddy, he biught samval n curries several tyoes frm outside during lunch hour. At times i fekt ,as a mom , im not neefed in rjis house, wjen ge started buying curry n sambal wvetyday frm restayrabts, evwn though i hv ciiked several meals daily. purposeky he was buying and g.feeding my kindrfarden children. I realize. famik ly needs onky 1 mother and not 2. Si I started attending cources related to my profession whenever requesterd by school admind. He starts fight almost daily for no reason, At ti

Part 3 : God listens .....

Form four, the only one frm my class, to join tne ACS clan group. Being a stra ger, in my clas among the wel taken care sthdebts by their parents. Tne only one dkinny sbd frahe gking to.school emty stomach. buy 30 cebts pisang goreng and eat.Back frm,school , strsit to garden, oluck young coconut frm short tree, drink.tbe water duri g lunch n fir dnetgy, then.start to cook fir mom n susterunch, dimole soup, or dry fish sambal n rice. buy 20 cents dry fish frm nearby grocessary shop. fry it, add cjilli piwder and onions , add little salt n tamarind juice, to the gravy n heat it. after my brorher back frm school he adds white rice with, dry fish sambal and eats his lunch.At times white rice with fried tapioca. After having mealK, take our goats fir grazing in tbe rubber estate at back of our house. I take along the boiled rice water,as light meal.The goats I tied to the trees with long rope, i sat under a tree and started to read my school text book of Geography or history which I take with me . Every half an hour the goats are changed the grazing spots, so they can continuesly get to eat the ferns and weeds. when i feel,hungry I drink the boiled rice water.Time is precious and too many task, need to be completed in limited time, so, I utilise my time wisely as quality time. We had a jack fruit tree which bears juicy sweet fruits . The flesh ,I used to make sweet Payasam. tbe seeds are coiked in curry n est with white rice. Most of tge times we ate the fruits flesh. At times tbe boiked seeds are eaten as evening snack . i was vv avtive abd enegetic those days. very easily i could complete long distanst run.I was state runner in form 4 easily daily i train.4 km.with my neighbour n chiltdhood class mate .

Part 2 God listen to pure n innocents missery

The following year in September akka gave birth to twin girls. Since we all hv been living a better life in our environment close to the town. We never imagine marrying off our eldest sister to an estate worker.If dad has been Akive Duster wiykd hv been.marrued off to a better family n would hv live peaceful and safe life. when the younger ones being tne decission makers, the Victims are the weaker ones. Si her marruage was somethimg not Cherished by us the you fest sisters. But my brother inlaw was a very caring abd lovung brither inlaw. since he lost his parents at a young age n living alone. My sekf and mom becane tbe xarevtajer of his twins.Age 15 carrying the baby for immunisation. everyine in tbe bus stare at me, surprisingly. A teenage girl carrying a baby alobe to the clinic. I was asked by my two brothers to take caee of the babies full timw apart frm.school hours.Though it was neither my wish or hate, but normal, my oerfirmamce in studues better n i was excellimg among others. the top girl in.my girls amo g the Tamil n Chinese school Class mates. when I passed fir. 3 Exam with 7 Syri g ctedit n gred A. tbe dhike neighbiur hoid started talking and praising me. But my brothet was not haooy Vompsrimg his fruends younger suster fully taken care by the mother scored several As. whereelse I missed 3 As n managed to get C 3 for 3 subjects. No revission books or reference books, only text books I was reading after school in school canteen with, my chinese class mate friends.

God listen to the pure n innocents hearts cry

I didnt really know about miracles, because there was no need to wirry , borher or to rhink about anything in life till afe 13. everythung qas privuded by the older siblings, without mybrequest. therecwas no need for anything. Age 14 the tesr my ekdest suster married abd moved with her husbabd almost 3 km dusrance frm our hiuse. jyst my sekf, amma abd yiubgest suster,were in.tne hiuse. 2 nd susrervwas viduting us onky on satyrday n Dunday. after school, at least twice a week, me , amma abd my you gest suster wlked to my.eldest sisters house thru, Rubber plantation, Thsts the shirt cut to akkas hiuse, on. our joyrnet we cross small natural springs. wevwash our face abd drink the fresh wster frm.the soring abd co tinue our walk. in slmost 45 minits we teached akkas house. Akka mixed ciffe fur us n.mahe some local kueh. befure narried, sge was the Chef of our famiky, non stop cooking for all of us delicious meals daily , my class mates and neighbours childdren, who ever visits our home gets to eat freshly cooked meals. after two hours spent in akkas hiuse, me, amma and youngest sister syarts our journey back home. bybthe time we reach home its nearing to dark. our wirkd was very smalk, because all the brorhers were away workimg in.out station. the 3rd brither n fourth brother , both in firm.4 n form.5. Thdy bck home after school tution abd feild activities.