1989, the new ERA in my life

1989, the new ERA in my life. My name was referred as Mrs. My first listing to southern Perak as. Trained Teacher in a Town school nearby my hubbys. Office. A good Samaritan as an education officer/ Tamil School inspector helped me upon my request and placed me in this town school which had around 400 students. In one year the number of students increased to 500 students . Continuesly fir 4 years I was appointed as. Class Teacher, the main Teacher for lower forms , Teaching Tamil,.Art's,PE, Drama , musicj. Curriculum.I was an athletic Coach at the same time. This same year, in 6 month one of my Colique got married n moved to Cameron Highlands. She was Teaching POL Tamil in a Seckubdry school on Friday afternoons. Upon her yes ever , I applied a d was selected to Teach POL in that school. A dedicated a d caring man was Teaching in that school art , PE and Tamil was the advisor of the Tamil subject n students . He was the main person for POzl.subject. A very soft spoken, well mannered , decent Teacher. I was teaching in that school POL Subject for two months in the afternoon on Fridays . Several times he told me softly, teacher you are still very young, old join university n.oursue degree course, our Community need people like you. Only an educated girl can mould and nurture good younger generations. Men only help their family. Women being the changers of Culture and designers of the Community His wording n utterances were meaning ful and made me to think . No one advice me or told me to join university other than my 4 th brother who introduced University of London's external program to me. Which I applied and unable to.pursue due to family commitments n insufficient expences which were beyond my income..

A Special Spiritual Trip in 90ies

Year 1997 was an unforgetable year , the reason. I joined the Hindu Yathra trip Organized by the youth association of Teachers group. In this group Several husband and wife Team, n pairs joined and then several secondry School boys, brought their , muslim and Christian friends al ong. I was asked by one of my collique and the most senior man in this group to join this yathra of 3 days. Friday, Saturday and Sunday visiting the Northern states Hindu Temples. Our stay was in a Ashramam.known as Lakshmi Dyana Ashramam in Lunas Kedah. an Ex English Teacher started this Ashramam, on his mothers land. Countless of Secoundry school boys were staying in this ashram and most of these boys are from problem families.Our journey started early morning in southern Perak. Our breakfast was at Pillayar Temple in Taiping. idli ,Tosai with Chuttni Vegetarian.meals Sponsored by Temple Cimmitte.members. Brwakfast and lunch on the first day served at Tw Temples we.were visiting. Dinner and early.morning breakfast was prepated by the Swamiji of the Ashram we stayed. Very clean and beautiful Ashramam it was. late breakfast, lunch and Tea were served at the Temples we were visiting. This spiritual journey of 3 days has given.me a very beautiful experience and, gave mw a chance to check my self self , family life and about my kids their family .their future.

Precious moments in years/ life

6th October 2023, thiscday os a very soecial day in my.life, becayse my birtjday was cekebrated as I wished. Great food, outing with family, cookies abd cakes bought by hubby abd daufhter, as My choice. if life long i have been given choice since young, life wiykd hv been a paradise. Since young, fiid , ckothing, outing everything as beem the olders choice n wish, but after 60, life and events are as i wish n as as I like. Wjen surre der our sekf to otbers n.let tjem de ide thats how life wud hv been as hiw they wished. But tje.life l live now vased on my Cjoice n.as I wish n.request.. when some gets everything as they wished since young, my.life is as I wished, whem.im away frm my Siblings. I hope only my wishes n hopes surrounds me..

Every experience and exposure has its own meanings and learnings.

One of the unexpected and not planned visit in year 2008 was ,to Tamil Nadu. The place I was visiting was a rural place , isolated away frm.towns and the modern, life. The ambasadar taxi we were travelling in went thru coconut plantations, banana farms, vegetable farms padddy feilds, Sugarcane plantation, turmetic farms, curry leaves farms. canals were everywhere bedside the roads. The coconuts trees were carrying loads of coconuts in bunches, but much smaller in size. in my house my coconut tree has only 6 to 8 big coconuts in its bunches.But the Coconut trees I saw in rural Tamil nadu has heavier bunches with 20 over coconuts , smaller size in every bunches. The Car was moving very slowly, we reach the school which gave admisdion to my daughter around 5.30 in tbe evening. The taxi fare was several thousabd rupees. Since we are not local n I wore Chudithar, this dress code is sometjingbweird in.Villages, even the school kids age 10 above wear half saree. the local young woman wear saree. So our aperance was a plus point to the taximan to make money by chargung very high amount.. The Schools director asked us how we ma naged to reach school. We told him we paid several thousand rupees n travelled in taxi, He said, the bustation not far from tbe airport, you could hv save alot if take the bus, that reeach our village, and stops infront our School. b

Heartless and selfish Women

Heartless and Selfish woman/ Demon dnt deserve to live in this world.My heart aches knowing a psycho, life long Victimizing own siblings family members close relatives, Countless of them for own benefits n to shut the shuters and shades of the knowingly and purposely made Countless of mistakes made in life. A curse in tbe family she was born. Own dad vwas Victimized by her when he adviced her to Change or to Correct her mistakes. His monthly penssion was steal by her, for her to spend as she likes, in the name exxuse of her childrens tution fee. Her monthky family income , 3 incomes in her husbabds family. Her mother inlaws imcome, Husbands salary n her salary. not one or two mistakes knowingly done by her but Countless . A heartless vamphire in tbe frame of a skin deep beauty . Lack Moral Values, Unethical behaviour, heartless creature in the frame of a woman. Those in her life and close to her all hv been Victimized. A worthless woman, a bad example of a an older sibling, Useless mother, unfit to raise chikdren, allnher Children left in her retired fathers care, with his hard earned penssion, which half of it, this Wicked woman snatched. Life long live an unethical life abs haviour. only lies non stop Coming from her mouth. Life long lier. Very Secretive, countless of Affairs. The Woman who Cherished husbabds death. Sisters death.Perfirmed soecial rituals for the youngest girl, onnher motjersvsusyers deayjday in her house , which is durbidden by religions..

Inspiration why it's Utmost to human beings

Inspiring, words are vv important.Whoever can inspire and work hard, live with hard earned money of their own means they are true human beings. Demons and beast live with hard earned money of others, they usualy victimized those who trust them or believe in them.Demons knows onky to take others hard earned money. Demons want everything easily. Easy life, no pain, no hardship. without working . get everytjing freely abd eaxiky. ,sucj life is just like tbe life of homeless, helpless beggers on streets, Ethical.hunan veunfs woukd never livebsuch sinful life, such life is a curse to anyone lives a shameless, umethical life.

MISSERY MEANS SO MANY Definitions...

Missery is defined as something, weird heartache, worst moments in any ones life. Sleepless night Caused by filthy heartless wicked beast in the frame of Oldest Sister. Ciynthess of misseries This Bitch has created life long to thise whom trust ger, her own, Dibkubfs, Husbabd, ger dad, her brother, her Cousins. A Psycho , only knows to gey n take rbe famuly memvers velingings abd gard earned mibey without any effort but Countless of non stop Lies. A psycho, pretender, Veing a Curse in tge famiky, Damaged, destroyed the good life n future of her Own Siblings. A dangeroues,Heartless bitch, moving as freeky as she likes. A Demin in the frame of a women. Lide long oretender, Countless of stories, She has created, life long to Convince her self as a responsible woman, byt in reality, sge us a hearest beast. Never been a giid wife, giid daughter inlaw ir a sister n as a mother. Innocent younger sisters , hv beem Victimized by her, her own brothers life happiness and health has been damaged by this Wicked n dangerous Bitch. She has already made arrangements to ampute ger innicent sisters leg, which sge xan save easiky with no expences but in olabt based green veg / keaves treatmwnt. A curse in the famiy. This Eicjed womans death only can save the orher Siblings life. Anyone who victimized theur own famiky memvers oe Dibkings are dangerous, human veings, when use the wird care n.love to cgest own sinkings hard earned mogey means. A Demon n.should be punished.